Last year I was not the same person that I was the year before and this year I am definitely not the same person I was last year. But in the last few months some sort of rapid precipitation is happening somewhere in my field or sphere of existence.
Now it is month by month that I am feeling it and this change is not just about my cells, organs, tissue regenerating at a quicker and more efficient pace.
No, it is much more than that, my mind, my logic, self obsessed, petulant and judging part of me is... well…abandoning me or just allowing my soul to take more a centre stage. I feel feelings that I never imagined that could exist in humans.
I feel an unexplainable love and sense of protection for any creature that cross my path. The other day I safely escorted an ant to the closest plant and saved a moth from the fuaces of my ginger cat.
Even people who have hurt me in the past, I feel compassion for and cannot help seeing them as little helpless children. I have vision of them that they only crave to be loved but they are stuck in a big adult and robotic body that has been put on a self destruction programme.
When I meditate on these new amazing feelings, I started to feel like a great mother hen who wants to protect and reassure all her children and virtually anyone and anything is becoming like my child at the moment. Am i perhaps channelling mother Earth and feeling what she feels for us? If so I do wish that I am not the only one on the planet experiencing this.
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